So Close... Yet So Far

to john, sophia, elena, leannza and abhilaash:
endless thanks
deep down in my heart, i enjoyed the times we spent together
and, i will sorely miss, treasure and remember those times..
here is a sneak peak of what we talked about during discussions:

Abhi: guys, you know what... our team is really mixed... we have a malay(Sophia), an indian(Abhi himself), a chinese(leannza. he forgotten about elena because she was in CF camp)
Siew: 2 chinese(i corrected him)
Abhi: ok fine, 2 chinese and 1 don't-know-what (siew : me)
Siew: -.-' (speechless)

in conclusion,
i have a chinese name, but i look more like an indian
i have portugese blood, but i sound more like a malay
i have western features, but i act more like an asian
therefore, in the team, i am known as the
CHAPALANG (i think that is how you spell it :P)
bottomline, i don't want those times to end...
i don't want to the competition to end for us....
all we want to is just to move on... is that so hard?
well, miracle happens...
once in a while...
are the tears shed, hard work and sleepless nights enough to convince God to give us a miracle?
only heaven knows...