*ZOOM!!!*

yea.... *ZOOM!!!*.....
that's what i'm feeling right now... my hols are passing like a jet plane!!! *sobs* it's always like this.... happy times pass faster than ever! besides that, i find myself much busier this hols compared to the previous ones...
mainly because
1) i'm reading too much (twilight saga and brisingr!!!)
2) diagnosed with post-PMR syndrome (which is a disorder... cause: sudden and large amount of freedom and carefree-ness.... symptoms: going crazy but resume normal when school starts and most importantly, feeling that the days are passing as if one day consist of 1 hour only instead on 24 hours!!! )
3) doing something which I find is really STUPID, IDIOTIC, IRRATIONAL, TIME-CONSUMING and many more.... BUT.... i'm still doing it.... haiz.... it's always like this.... when i've started with something i like no matter it's suicide or what, i 'll finish it.... pathetic me.... i've told some ppl about i'm doing now (the fruits... :P, if you guys know what i'm talking about... ok, one more hint. ONE of the fruit is normally yelllow. the other is green when unripe and orange-red when riped) despite the thing i'm doing now is STUPID, IDIOTIC, IRRATIONAL, TIME-CONSUMING, they asked me to continue... haiz... conclusion, i will finish what i started.
that's why my hols are passing in supersonic speed!!!
OH!!! yea... there's a another reason....
i've started on form 4 sejarah, bukit kepong, maths, add maths and a little of chemistry..... yes, i can feel the "gasps of horror" already and things like "siew is beyond crazy... i'm going to send to tanjung rambutan tomorrow"
BUT!!!! i bet there are other crazy or should i say "kia-su" people like me who had started too.... for example, ermmm, let's see .... marc choong? yes, i can see the nods too and things like "i'm going to kill myself if marc havent started studyin...." and i'm sure, marc himself will agree with me... right marc?
worse of all, i should be studying more since it's already december......
haizzzz...... i don't want to go into form 4 so fast.... i can sense that i'm not going to like the year.... :( how i wish i can take PMR again... yes, again, i can see the "gasps of horror" and things like "NO!!! RESTRAIN SIEW NOW OR SHE WILL START KILLING PEOPLE!!!" actually, i want to take PMR again mostly because i want to enjoy another 2 months of holidays.... like now....
thinking of PMR, it reminds me that the results are coming out soon!!! what if i don't get straight A's???

HORROR!!!!!