feeling disappointed and helpless...

HATRED

i didn't want to post this but i think i really must now.

i envy those who love what they do.

i don't think i like studying.

but i don't like the non-studying activities now too.

i particularly really dislike communication.

or the lack of it or miscommunication

i guess that's why i'm destined to be in telecommunications

i wonder if it solves any of my communication problems.

i wish to find a hole & bury myself in it.

away from communication, the lack of it or the wrong type

i wish i can stop thinking about everything about me.